Pain is a part of the picture when you are loving someone...
I've been in love with the same guy for 4 years and 5 mos already. Tough one right? Some people don't even got the chance to stay for a month being together nowadays.. Love is so much harder to find this time... You need to work hard for it,to eventually have the LOVE that everybody wanted to acquire.
I Am. Hurt. right now. I wanted to win back someone's heart..,but as time goes by, I became hopeless. Yes, hopeless indeed. My mind and heart is facing a great battle towards each other, ARGUING whether to believe, trust, and love him AGAIN. when all the person I longed to regain only want me to be his friend. Even if I know it hurts...
I accepted the offer.
When lovers become best friends...a short line that sound so good and nice...yet it decieves what the person who's head over heels with the other is feeling. I am proud of myself to handle situation such as this yet, I also feel sorry for my heart...it is slowly becoming weary and tired... I am ALWAYS afraid of letting this person go and erasing him from the picture...
Now, I guess.. Would be the right time to accept the reality even if it causes you to break down into pieces...
I don't plan on bringing back everything anymore... I am already in a point where letting go is the only option to cure the wound that the person I love inflicted deep within my heart. And if, one day, destiny would be funny enough to cross our paths together and become lovers again.... I will only pray and hope that what had happened in the past might never occur in the present again.
THIS, I AM SURE OF... I STILL LOVE HIM :'((( BUT I'LL DO MY BEST TO FORGET EVERYTHING AND GIVE HIM WHAT HE WANTED FOR--- FRIENDSHIP.
who knows...a lot of best friends end up with each other anyway :')
"Weak people seek revenge, Strong people forgive and intelligent people ingore."
our first step towards friendship :) with Alde June B. Jamin
