I’m sorry pa if I’m not able to hilot2 your bagtak,likod,lapa2,ulo,kamot and braso anymore due to my 8 am - 9 pm schedule everyday… HUHUHUHU KAPOY MUCH. PERO KAKAYANIN ANG S.A-FS & CLASS SCHEDULE NA STRAIGHT2 
I LOVE YOU PA-rin :’D hihihi

when lovers become best friends

Pain is a part of the picture when you are loving someone...

   I've been in love with the same guy for 4 years and 5 mos already. Tough one right? Some people don't even got the chance to stay for a month being together nowadays.. Love is so much harder to find this time... You need to work hard for it,to eventually have the LOVE that everybody wanted to acquire.

   I Am. Hurt. right now. I wanted to win back someone's heart..,but as time goes by, I became hopeless. Yes, hopeless indeed. My mind and heart is facing a great battle towards each other, ARGUING whether to believe, trust, and love him AGAIN. when all the person I longed to regain only want me to be his friend. Even if I know it hurts...

 I accepted the offer. 

   When lovers become best friends...a short line that sound so good and nice...yet it decieves what the person who's head over heels with the other is feeling. I am proud of myself to handle situation such as this yet, I also feel sorry for my heart...it is slowly becoming weary and tired... I am ALWAYS afraid of letting this person go  and erasing him from the picture...

Now, I guess.. Would be the right time to accept the reality even if it causes you to break down into pieces...

I don't plan on bringing back everything anymore... I am already in a point where letting go is the only option to cure the wound that the person I love inflicted deep within my heart. And if, one day, destiny would be funny enough to cross our paths together and become lovers again.... I will only pray and hope that what had happened in the past might never occur in the present again.

THIS, I AM SURE OF... I STILL LOVE HIM :'((( BUT I'LL DO MY BEST TO FORGET EVERYTHING AND GIVE HIM WHAT HE WANTED FOR--- FRIENDSHIP.

who knows...a lot of best friends end up with each other anyway :')

"Weak people seek revenge, Strong people forgive and intelligent people ingore."

our first step towards friendship :) with Alde June B. Jamin

I got a number of powerpoints that I found helpful to some Finance Students stored in my PC but I wasn't able to post them here due to my lack of knowledge with the process. *sigh*

Voicing something that I can't actually do on Facebook.

Senior. You read it right, that's my status for this year...

and I don't know if I'm still even lost.

The pressure of not graduating on time is eating up my being... everybody said that it's the nature of being a working student... and I sort of agree and disagree at the same time...

Spending 6 years in college is never listed in my planner yet, here I am...with no choice left to pick but to go with what is there to come. pffffffft, so eefffin hate this feeling, when I really want to anticipate the fact that I needed to help my parents as soon as possible, to repay them with all the expenses spent on me..

tho I may not achieve the "thing" that my batchmates can obtain this year.. all I can do for now is to be an optimistic person, taking into account the 2 more years that I needed to undergo in reaching graduation...,I'll just then do good on my studies, aiming to become a cum laude is what motivates me the most during this time. 

AND ALSO.... I thank my father for being an open-minded person recently. hahaha. 

I find it really weird in the first place when he never reacted that I brought with me my "ex boyfriend''

YAAAY! :D IT'S ACTUALLY SUCH A  RELIEF, knowing that you can freely invite him in your house to spend your past time together anytime you want (excluding those very late in the evening of course)

Yet! my expectation of the two of us being together like "lovers" is not yet sure, I just have to turn my sleuth senses on first before jumping to conclusions...Even if he already told me the reason that it's for our common good.. I can sense that something is wrong with the way of how he doesn't want us to be officially...uhm lovers. 

anyway, I just want to voice out what I currently feel right now :) posting on fb and being so melodramatic or too sentimental is always a bait for society's talks. 

our first time to go on a date with my father's permission :D looking at the counter and  was wondering as to why our order took so long to be served.

during our english 41's final project taping :)

wasted

I fell in love with the wrong person.

It had been 3 yrs and 8 mos. of spending our time with each other's side. We've been through such circumstances in life, we passed but not entirely all of them. Challenges are nature of life, it existed to mold us to be better and Stronger.. But no matter how hard one tried to keep their hold to what's left for the present, the hardships never sometimes failed to intervene and ruined someones hope. People when determined really tried their best to fix everything but seeing their signifacant one without any hint of helping fixed it would never really worked out. I did try my best, i've been very supportive but what can I get in return? Nothing. Being tired had managed to sink deep in my being... weighing the thought of falling in love with the wrong person.

I'm afraid.. I'm already on the verge of letting go. 

A Time to Reflect

Presented here is my 3-page Reflection Paper in RS 20 (Christology) class. I'm posting my  work to preserve the memories that I know in a point of time will surely be forgotten when I'm gone. 

Recalling an experience where I was saved by Jesus.

People say that Jesus can be found in every person and when we say "every person" they can be in any age or gender. For me, I have felt Jesus presence in the body of my sister. It was during before sendong that this story i am about to tell you happened. After my preliminary exams around 5 pm in the afternoon, my best friend invited me to her brother’s birthday party. She asked me to spend a night at their house and i was so overwhelmed and happy that I’ll be sleeping in her cozy room for this night. However our perfect plan of happiness crushed when our moment was cut-off by my sister's call only to find out that it was already 7:30 pm and I need to be by their house by 8 house due to the promised that i made which was, spending a night there, I ponder for a moment, weighing carefully my choices. Knowing that i cannot hit two birds with one stone. So I decided to choose my sister since she was the first one to offer me to spend a night with her and besides my things are already at their house. I Head directly by 8 and let myself devoured by sleep.

        The next morning I found out what happened to most of the people living near the river. I was baffled and worried about my best friend, yet a part of me was grateful by my sister’s short call last night. I owe her my life and thankful by it, because it saved me from a tragic experience that was brought by typhoon sendong.

Giving  a title to Jesus based on the experience.

Jesus is my savior.

We know that Jesus in His time performed a lot of miracles. Raising someone from the dead, healing the sick and even saving those who are in danger. We may not see Jesus physically in our time now but that doesn’t mean that He had stopped saving some of us from danger.

Yes, He is powerful. He can even command the elements of nature for He is the Creator, He has the Power over all things.

As what people always say, Jesus can be anyone. ‘tis the time that I can say that He is my savior because by the day before sendong took place, He used my sister as a medium in saving me from the possible danger that was about to happen, allowing me to repent for  all the wrong doings I’ve done, I reflected on the near death that I was about to have. He love all of us so it would not be a problem why He chooses my sister as a medium for me to still live. These are the Characteristics of a savior Jesus possessed.

·         The power over nature

·         The sympathy towards the person He’s saving

·         His love towards the person He’s saving

·         He gives hope to begin anew.

Evaluate Jesus Base on your Second Answer

“The Devil Prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour - 1Peter 5:8 “

In life, hardships are not expected to end. One of the consequences of living is the unending challenges that gets in our way. The place where we are living now is the place where we have to prepare ourselves in the coming of Christ. This is not the promise land that we know nor did this even the paradise that we longed desire. As long as we’re living, we must expect challenges and it’s up to us on how we handle those things.

For me, Jesus still continued to be my savior up until now. The typhoon sendong is not the only incident where Jesus intervened in order to save me. Our day- to-day life is included. By waking up in the morning we know that God salvage us from death, to give us hope to live and to repent, for when the Judgment day comes we’re ready to go with Him to the Promise land called heaven.

Life here is not easy as what you think it is. We may not have the same situation but we’re taking risks every day. Uncertain about what might be waiting for us ahead. We have to hope and have faith in Jesus, for as a savior, He will do His best to save those people who continue to believe in Him.

Nothing is impossible with Jesus. We must always bare that in our mind. "Hope, Believe and Have Faith."

brief and precise powerpoint presentation about SCHEDULING.

https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1SHPdJdKSPf7QP7Or4Ksbzo0CGTvq6ZUNh9MaKlnM6Fg/mobilepresent?usp=drive_web